Bad at maths...?

Have you ever felt that something doesn't add up?

That the story you get isn't the true one. That the gaps are just not right. That something is missing from the picture.

Perhaps the words are too vague, too much time is unexplained, things just don't come out relaxed.

And you go through paranoia first...and then because you are questioning everything, you pull yourself into line, and so stop caring... but are still intrigued. Because curiousity is an instinct in many animals.

And while you've stopped caring, you are always more and more curious every day. What is the full story? What is the truth? Why doesn't this add up with what you said and why does the story change? Why is there an answer for everything, except when there is no answer?

Of course the next lot of questions is, if I don't know the full story, then why? Why not just say. It saves me the guessing. It saves you the hiding.